My name is Kaaliyah (Kay or Layah) Owen. I'm 14 years old. I have recently been blessed with a beautiful baby girl who I have named Zoey after my mum. I live in the care system and am currently placed with a foster family in Great Yarmouth. I'm really loving it as were right on the beach. I've found them to be the most supportive ever as I had a hard time when my mum died as my dad turned to drink. I recently also lost my dad but I know that me and Zoey are going to have a good life where we are now.Me and my daughters dad Joey have a really on and off relationship which I know we now need to sort out not only for Zoey but also for Joey's 3 year old daughter Aaliyah. I can't wait to experience life as a mummy to a little girl and Step-mummy. Also a kid who now knows what it's like to live in a family where I'm loved and looked after and I don't have to do the looking after.
Blogging helps me to express the words I can't to other people which makes it less stressful on me.Which is always good.

~All our dreams can come true if we have the courage to pursue them.

Monday 8 July 2013

Diary Post #1 - Meet Me

Dear Diary,
   So this post is about me. My name is Kaaliyah Adakini Owen. Yeah so most of you are sat wondering this girl has 2 really odd names but then a really common surname. My dad is Frank Owen, he was a builder but after his accident he can't work. My mum is Zoey Louisa Ingles, she grew up in Africa. My mum and dad met when dad was on a safari in Africa. They fell in love and mum joined dad here in England. I was conceived quite early in my mum and dads relationship and they were married a week before I was born. I had a fairly normal upbringing until my mum died. Since then its just been me and my dad. It's been 2 years since my mum died and I have been a bit off the rails.

 I'm 14 and been pregnant twice. Drank a lot. Got into a relationship with this amazing amazing man. His name is Joey. He is older than me, he's 17. He's at college studying his A Levels. When I told him I was pregnant he said he couldn't be a dad and he needed to focus on college and University. What happens to his baby? The baby I'm carrying?! How could he do this.. I'm so angry with him.. She needs two parents not one who is compensating for a father who can't be bothered. I've been told that I'm being too upfront but how can I not! He's her father

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