I feel so much better in this place than I did the other place. Zoey is more settled and so am I.. I popped out today to meet this lad called Alex and I seemed to want to keep in contact with people because they aren't controlling. Alex and I went back to the house and we've been chilling.
I instantly feel happier here. I can relax and know that if I need help I just need to ask but if I don't I'm left to get on with it and that's what I wanted all along. I want to be the sole carer for my daughter so she isn't confused over who her mummy is. I love it. I can relax as long as I clean up after myself and Zoey.
It's going to sound shocking my next statement as no teenager likes the rules that are put in place for them but I do. Yes you heard right I love these rules. I get to do what I like within reason as long as it isn't silly or harmful to me or Zoey. I get to take her out if I want to and as long as I keep in touch there ok with it and as it isn't late either. I'm being helped with getting Zoey into a routine. It's really nice to have help and that be the end of it unless I want more.
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