My name is Kaaliyah (Kay or Layah) Owen. I'm 14 years old. I have recently been blessed with a beautiful baby girl who I have named Zoey after my mum. I live in the care system and am currently placed with a foster family in Great Yarmouth. I'm really loving it as were right on the beach. I've found them to be the most supportive ever as I had a hard time when my mum died as my dad turned to drink. I recently also lost my dad but I know that me and Zoey are going to have a good life where we are now.Me and my daughters dad Joey have a really on and off relationship which I know we now need to sort out not only for Zoey but also for Joey's 3 year old daughter Aaliyah. I can't wait to experience life as a mummy to a little girl and Step-mummy. Also a kid who now knows what it's like to live in a family where I'm loved and looked after and I don't have to do the looking after.
Blogging helps me to express the words I can't to other people which makes it less stressful on me.Which is always good.

~All our dreams can come true if we have the courage to pursue them.

Tuesday 23 July 2013

#19 - Back Where She Belongs

As you all know when I left my old foster home I left Aaliyah behind. I felt so guilty I knew she'd become confused quickly and that she'd be very upset. I missed her dearly too. We had phone contact but it just upset her so much. It upset me too but not as much as it did her. Over the weekend I talked to people and brooded so bad about Aaliyah. She'd become like my daughter and I was so close to her.. I missed her laugh and smiles and her telling Zoey she was going to get kisses..
I decided when Monday came I would tell my social worker how I felt and I'm so glad I did. When she came to visit I told her straight away and she told me that she was looking for a new placement for Aaliyah but it was unlikely she'd be placed here as it was a mother and baby placement for me. Also if they were to even consider it then would my foster parents be able to deal with writing 2 fostering logs as they need to.
But on tuesday this happened as another emergency placement and guess whos here


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