You'd think after all the crap with Joey that Alex would be different but just lately I feel like we've been having problem after problem..
Just lately Alex has started being really secretive about who he's talking to and texting and it's really making me feel on edge. I feel like he doesn't want me because I'm fat still from having Zoey. I know it's probably all in my head but that's how it feels. I kind of feel so alone although I have all my friends to talk to. I don't know where to turn even though I have the support from every direction. I want Alex to tell me what's going on, why he's being so protective and demanding why he's passworded his phone and takes it everywhere with him... even to the loo when before he'd leave it on the side.
I wonder what these girls have got that I haven't is it that they are childless and have no baggage cause I mean come on a no strings attached fuck compared to a orphan teenage mum. I know I'd pick the no strings attached fuck if I was a bloke. So can I really blame him?
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