My name is Kaaliyah (Kay or Layah) Owen. I'm 14 years old. I have recently been blessed with a beautiful baby girl who I have named Zoey after my mum. I live in the care system and am currently placed with a foster family in Great Yarmouth. I'm really loving it as were right on the beach. I've found them to be the most supportive ever as I had a hard time when my mum died as my dad turned to drink. I recently also lost my dad but I know that me and Zoey are going to have a good life where we are now.Me and my daughters dad Joey have a really on and off relationship which I know we now need to sort out not only for Zoey but also for Joey's 3 year old daughter Aaliyah. I can't wait to experience life as a mummy to a little girl and Step-mummy. Also a kid who now knows what it's like to live in a family where I'm loved and looked after and I don't have to do the looking after.
Blogging helps me to express the words I can't to other people which makes it less stressful on me.Which is always good.

~All our dreams can come true if we have the courage to pursue them.

Sunday 14 July 2013

#11 - Love Or Lust

I don't know anymore.. Do I even love him anymore? Did I love him in the first place or did I get sucked in. I dont even know what love is. I think of Joey and I feel physically sick. I just get this gut- wrenching feel to vomit. Gross I know but that's what he does to me he really does. I don't think I could love him if I tried but I'm sat here crying... Looking at the screen for 20 mins.. I have nothing left to post
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