Since mum died dads been drinking a lot. I'm worried about him. He spends most days from 12pm at the pub. He normally stays till kicking out time. I stay up to get his washing and cook his dinner. He doesn't mean to drink so much I know that. He just misses mum. I miss her too. But I'm getting worried because not only does dad spend all day at the pub, he doesn't have a phone. I'm due to have my baby on August 1st! What am I meant to do if I go into labour? I can't do it all on my own... Or is this a test and I am supposed to do it on my own? Show my dad what he's missing.
I know my dad loves me he always tells me how much he loves me but I also know it hurts him to be around me. He says I'm the spitting image of mum. So that means he sees mum everyday and it hurts him so much that he lost her. I guess I should be happy he's found something which is his release. Beer. Beer. More beer.Homer Simpson is funny and I do love The Simpsons but dads gone past the funny side of drinking. He reminds me of Frank on Shameless who just spends his days drinking. Spending his days in the pub because he can't stand to look at me. His only daughter and he can't look at me. All because I remind him of mum, I can't help what I look like, can I what does he want? For me to have a facial make over so I look nothing like her.
Every night is the same though... Sitting up waiting.. Washing.. Doing everything for him looking after him.. Who's the kid though? Is it him? Or me?
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