Well as you saw from my previous post I came into hospital last night after my waters broke. I was so scared last night they kept doing these internal checks where basically they stick fingers up your bits and see if your cervix is thinning out and dilating. Mine wasn't. Even this morning when they checked and all through this afternoon.
The best way to describe the pain for me is like period cramps but on steroids and it hurt so much and even went into my back. It wasn't like I had a few and they went away. Oh no. They continued and continued and I was given pain relief that hardly even helped the pain let alone stop it. I slept a little when dad was here. He was being a dad it was nice. I felt like the teenager I'm supposed to be. The staff just think he's working it's what I told them.
I ended up having a C-Section because my labour wasn't progressing and she was becoming distressed. I met with the surgeon who agreed we had no time to wait for my dad and they got me ready for surgery. I was so scared I was going to have my baby. I was finally going to become a mummy. I was going to have this little girl who is going to be completely dependant on me.
My little girl entered the world at 16:16
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